Last night I realized if you google my mom you can find out my married name. This was super stressful in my already fragile state and I ended up hurting myself. I went to group and told them. They wanted me to tell my husband. All I was able to tell him was that I shared about self injury in group and that no one seemed to understand. So, I guess that is a step in the right direction. I guess I am wondering if anyone has been in this situation? I want to be open and honest with my husband but we have both been and are going through so much I don't want to burden him. It is stressful keeping secrets from him. I also don't know that I want to be on lock down. I want my safety net.
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