The Con, I believe your feelings are love. I believe you have always been attracted to women. But please remember what God has said in the bible.
The old testament was very very harsh, but that was how the world HAD to be before jesus came. If God set us a rule and we broke it, we were punished. God no longer has to punish us in this way - he will accept us even though we sin. And everyone DOES sin.
If God sets a rule, then we don't break it. God told us not to sleep with our brother or sister - so we don't. God told us not to sleep with the same sex - so we don't. This doesn't mean you are forced to go out with some random guys (and I'm sorry you felt you had to do that) or that he doesn't love you for being in love with a woman. I just believe he wants us to seek him in all things, even love.
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