A schedule when I get back is a very good idea, I'm also hoping to get straight into a new job which will help a lot (I find it difficult not working now) and I'd like to hope that I can learn from my mistakes last time. Yeah he knows, I honestly don't know what I would have done without him, I've never met anyone who'd had so much patience with me (except my best friend but we've been through so much and have known each other so long that it's bonded us).
The people that work out here are some of the most horrid I have ever met, bullying is rife and the management don't care - in some cases they are the perpetrators - and the woman in the bedspace next to me is trying her best to make my life a misery putting in complaints about things I haven't done to the manager cos the things that are bugging here aren't against the rules and she's just being selfish, but when I defend myself I'm not believed.
I have to try and look at the positives though, I should have less than 2 weeks to get through (nothing compared to what I've done before but this is just dragging so badly) and I've been getting on with one of the girls who I work with, and she commented last night on how we always chat on our 30 min dinner break and suggested we go out for a meal (pretty much the only recreational thing you can do here heh) so we can have a chat away from work, so that's something :)
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