Thanks Heidi.
It's not an option to live at uni- i'd be away from Dave and my family and away from my cmht. I know I'd be worse mental health wise because i'd be isolated and away from my support structure.
The commute is an hour each way. I do have a taxi allowance which helps enormously, and as I travel away from London I dont get caught up in rush hour.
I know I go home most weekends to help mum with the dog, but I cant get out of it as Mum got very upset when I said I wanted to stay at daves over the weekend amd she keeps saying how close to breakdown she is.
We've come up with an agreement that I only have to come home every other weekend which is better.
I think my main issue is getting up in the mornings and overcoming my mental block.
I really hope the blood test shows something that can be easily treated.
As you say getting a job would be more demanding than my current set up, and I really want to finish uni.
Next wednesdays is when I'm back in uni so i'm aiming to go then.
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