Today was my first group session with the regular therapist. THe group is pretty large. We mostly checked in. Tomorrow we are going to work on making friends with our emotions. Super scared. I only was feeling like a danger to myself for a few hours today. I have an appointment on the 25 with the school district doctor. Someone from the gorup who I was in the hispital with too offered to drive me which was nice. My "safe" zone is my neighborhood right now and it still takes a lot out of me to get to places in my neighborhood right now. I am hoping that I am able to expand it.
I am so scared the school district doctor is going to say nothing is wrong with you, go to work.
I also am having REALLY strong urges to SI. It sucks.
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