Oh my gosh yes. I'm getting close to two years if my math is right and I still cry myself to sleep some nights because I feel so ashamed that I still get urges. The important thing is that you are staying clean. That's really the biggest part of it. The best thing I can tell you is to make sure there's at least one person in your life who knows and who will listen and help when you get urges...not flip out and get all worried.
Don't feel defeated or strange or anything like that! We all get this way sometimes. Way to go for making it this far! That's such a huge victory. Know that it does get better with time. The urges keep getting weaker and less frequent. I promise. :)
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