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preciousandfragile · 06-06-2007, 03:04 AM

i just want them to care...especially my mom...and to prove to myself that i can follow thru with at least something...ive dried to do other things, but i just cant go thru with them.....i wish they could see what they have done to me...i feel ugly, stupid, and just all around horrible...god i dont know wat to do...but thank you all..it means a lot

06-06-2007, 03:04 AM	#6
preciousandfragile Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: California I am currently:	i dont know why i just want them to care...especially my mom...and to prove to myself that i can follow thru with at least something...ive dried to do other things, but i just cant go thru with them.....i wish they could see what they have done to me...i feel ugly, stupid, and just all around horrible...god i dont know wat to do...but thank you all..it means a lot
	in other traditions demons are expelled externally, but in my tradition demons are accepted with compassion. - Machik Labdron they were perfect, they were beautiful. they met in the middle of nowhere, in the middle of nothing, and kissed where everyone could see. no words. no before. no after. they kissed and it was perfect. it was beautiful. it was everything. it was nothing.