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Antarctica · 06-06-2007, 02:38 AM

often times I tell people to imagine what it is like after you loose a loved one but that sadness never ends and in my case i don’t know why most of the time for such feelings

and it never ends no matter what i do
i can do things to hold it off and have some fun
but every night

but if am lucky ill get by a night without the extreme late night depression

i have lost hope for a stable constant joy
i may have some nights of it
but 9 of 10 nights i get very depressed sometimes to the point of suicidal thinking
anyway
some people listen
some don’t
and some i don’t even bother with telling them anything for they would just judge me

06-06-2007, 02:38 AM	#3
Antarctica The Lost Poet Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: United States, Waycross,GA I am currently:	often times I tell people to imagine what it is like after you loose a loved one but that sadness never ends and in my case i don’t know why most of the time for such feelings and it never ends no matter what i do i can do things to hold it off and have some fun but every night but if am lucky ill get by a night without the extreme late night depression i have lost hope for a stable constant joy i may have some nights of it but 9 of 10 nights i get very depressed sometimes to the point of suicidal thinking anyway some people listen some don’t and some i don’t even bother with telling them anything for they would just judge me
	its hard to say if life is a sad thing or a joy because some look at it as rainbows and flowers and some look at it as graves and funerals because the horrible things will happen but the great things will happen it seems are attitudes define it more then the roads we travel all I know is that I could look at is as a curse or a blessing ether way its my choice to be positive or negative.