[SoSimple]

I knew stopping would be hard but this sucks.

My parents got into a massive fight tonight. I was crying over it and I asked my dad why he wouldn't just leave my mom. That sounds terrible but I wish he would. She hurts people so much and doesn't even realize it.

Anyway, I just started counseling and I already slipped up and I don't want to again. I feel embarrassed telling her when I do. Ugh I want to scream or something.. I've already written it down in my journal and blown up the distractions forum earlier. Nothing is really helping.

Someone please tell me this gets easier. :/