Thanks for more input guys. It really helps.
To be honest, I'm with Ytak; I don't crave unconditional love per say...for me; yeah I'd like to have friends and family who care about me...but I can feel really smothered at times if it's all the time.
I suppose one thing that annoys me is that I used to be really independent; i.e. I was happy on my own, did everything for myself etc...but now other people's actions affect my emotions...but that's only been recent. So, I dunno, is it to do with the BPD or is it something that's just changed in me?
I'm still struggling with the idea of recovering from BPD to be honest but I think I'm getting better at letting the irrational thoughts run their course until they're proven wrong rather than acting on the thoughts and making things worse. If that makes sense?
Thanks for asking Ytak <3
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