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never ending
I want to die
I cant take my life anymore, i have tried so much. I cant seem to escape the endless pain.
Im on self destruct, i hurt myself but its never enough pain, i deserve to suffer so much more.
My life is a complete fuck up starving and purging for the last 12 years, its never enough.
The fibromyalgia and the constant tiredness is tearing me up, i wont allow myself to take medication because i don't deserve to.
The constant ocd and quirks controlling my waking hours.
I miss my dad and want to be with him in heaven, life was never meant to be like this.
Im scared what i will do, but i dont see a way out
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