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Exhausted. Lots of work- 16 of the last 24 and thinking so constantly about what I can and cannot allow myself to eat. I promised my counsellor I'd try nurture myself- eat more, work on my garden for self-care... all I feel like is a big, fat FAIL. I want to rip, tear, be anywhere but inside myself tonight. My partner is upset and it feels my fault for not being able to escape this family hell that's been our lives this past month. I feel uncomfortable with what I ate today- I can't do this. Any support welcome. I just feel exhausted and alone. I hate even more that I need to reach out to anyone right now
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