It sounds like you're under a lot of pressure right now and I understand why you'd be worried about breaking down if you keep submitting yourself to these hours with such stress and anxiety attacks. Is there any way you can get a break? I'm not sure what you are doing in regards to your career but it sounds like you really need a break before things become too much for you, and you lose interest and also risk your healthy.
I'm sorry to hear how tough things are, keep talking with us x
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