I felt heard but I wish I kept my mouth shut. There's nothing anyone can say that will help. I'm exhausted so I'm off to bed now thinking about what is going to happen with my psychiatrist tomorrow.
The coordinator said if I dropped out of uni now I'd have to wait an entire year to go back and even then it would create complications. I said I don't want to drop out. She was concerned about the classes I was missing [I'm missing one on Fridya to see my psychologist, which I deemed more important].
She also said my project wasn't feasible which was interesting and I'm either going to follow it up with her or discuss it with my supervisor first as something that she has suggested. I don't know.
Honestly, today has left me exhausted. My wrist is itchy with the bandage on it and I'm just so tired.
I used to be so good at minimising my distress. I don't know what has changed.
Thanks for replying xxxx
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