Hey!
I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going well with your boyfriend.
I completely understand everything you are describing in your post and how difficult it can be to walk away from someone that means so much to you, but doesn't treat you the way you deserve to be treated.
Have you sat down and talked to him about how you are feeling?
I know you probably don't want to hear this, because I didn't when I went through something similar with a few of my ex's, but your best bet is to get out now. Yes, it'll probably be extremely difficult/scary/painful/lonely, ect., but after you cut him out of your life and you've given yourself some time to heal (and also surround yourself with people that are positive and loves you) then it will eventually get easier.
Before I end my post I wanted to give you another piece of advice, which is to do what will make YOU and ONLY you happy because you definitely deserve it.
Anyways, feel free to send me a PM if you'd ever like someone to talk to. Take care and I hope things work out well for you! :)
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