Originally Posted by
Narcissa
I hope you manage to call the crisis team, as it sounds like you're not too safe. Can you unpick why your brain wants you to try something? It sounds like consciously you don't want to die, but that there's something niggling say it will be a wasted opportunity if you don't try tonight?
Correcto. And thank you for the love Jenna, lovely to see you I appreciate you taking the time to post.
Yeah it's like... the perfect opportunity right now. Well not perfect but as good as it will get really.