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suicidal
i cant do this anymore. i really really really cant and i dont think ill last the night. everything from this past year is building and building and building and its finally pushing me to the edge.
everything hurts. my entire body hurts. all i want to do is sleep. im tired and i want the feelings to go away.
my skin is burning i need to cut so badly. i dont know why i like the feeling but it never hurts. it feels like home
it feels almost like love.
my entire body feels sad. i know it makes no sense. it's just... that feeling in your eyes when you know you're about to cry. thats how i feel all over.
i want it gone. i want to be gone. i wish i was never born.
i don't want to die i just know i cant carry on like this
im fat and im ugly and im horrible and i hate myself. i deserve this. i fucking deserve to die
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