The family ones?
I just don't know. I feel pretty helpless, maybe I'm trapped in a loop of hopelessness and sadness. I thought I had got out of it and got better. Everything was amazing, I even got a tattoo to symbolise my commitment to life. But then I just crashed.
In my head I know it's 100% university stress. I'm pretty sure that's the first time I've admitted it. Maybe 90% uni stress and 10% crushing self doubt about my ability.
I suppose I'll have to see what the crisis team say tomorrow morning.
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