Your not overreacting by considering hospital, I think it would help keep you safe until you feel that little bit stronger and able to cope. We are here if you want to discuss the pros and cons further.
It annoys me that they say that it isn't the right service for you, they have said that before to me too. I personally think it is a load of crap and just excuse on their part. If it is not the right service they should be linking you in with something else, not just leaving you to your own devices.
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