I do not currently use SH but, I am mentally fixated on it. SH fills most of my thinking. I think about SH more then I think about anything else. I am reaching out to others who are in this situation or have been in it. Is this a dangerous place to be in my recovery? I do not know how long it has been since I last used SH, but, I wonder if this is why I am so fixated on it. I want my life to be centered on more than SH thoughts. SH used to be a way for me to release my anger. I no longer have this intense anger so I do not have a need to use SH. I do not understand I am mentally fixated on it. Will I have this fixation for the rest of my life? Is there a way I can lose this fixation?
