Hi Sonia, welcome to RYL :)
I'm sorry to hear you are struggling with self harm at the moment, but I hope you can find all the support you need from here. There are
lots of articles on the main site about self harm, as well as an article
designed for parents, friends etc, if you ever decided you wanted to tell them. There is also the
Self Injury Discussion and Support forum where you can post and ask for help/support regarding your self harm.
Take care xxxx