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Old 15-07-2013, 07:03 AM   #5910
needle girl
in this needle and haystack life...
 
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: USA

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Originally Posted by Zombie.. View Post
Am really struggling with voices and the blasphemous thoughts evil things to have in my mind
I cant stop them
called the crisis team about the voices told me to take an extra medication and if that dont work to call them back

Am going to try and sleep but i dont know if i can
Taking some sleepy tea and trying to relax a little
I keep praying over and over saying to God that i didnt mean those thoughts
Am a bad person
Evil
I don't know what all to say to encourage you, but you're not alone in this. I hope you're doin better. One thing came to mind, have you tried readin encouraging verses when the voices are overwhelming? out loud if alone. Maybe find verses that are about God's love for you. Psalm 139 is real good. Many of the Psalms are encouraging to me, many of them the writer was struggling but still finds faith in God.



Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief



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