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i'm glad i managed to make you feel a little better :)
sometimes crying can be a really good release but if you feel like it's getting out of control breathing exercises can be really useful.
i've just left school too, and weirdly i've wanted to decorate my room too so i can relate to you on that level. how about you make this new room more personal in a different way? if you want a sophisticated look instead of a 'childish' one you could put up some of your favourite photographs in frames or neatly organised into albums, or maybe make a personal kind of scrapbook you can store away but still look at. there are a lot ideas, the internet can be helpful in looking for cool ways to decorate your room.
hope everything starts feeling more in control soon x