I've just heard the cleaners talking down about me because of my strange cleaning requests (I wanted the door handle sanitised) and I know it's an obsessive thing but it hurt so much. They were talking about the request I made yesterday to have my phone sanitised and how silly that was because "she's the only one who uses it! " but it was my first day here, who knows who used it before. .
So I called them up on it and said "Are you talking about me? "
They looked at me and denied it then the kind one came in and apologiesed and said she tried to get the other one to stop and that she would tell her boss because it wasn't fair. So they were talking about me.
They left and I burst into tears. They must have heard me cause they came back to console me and the one talking about me got me some water (note: didn't apologize).
I feel like such a fool now. Such a crazy fool.
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