Thank you all so much for your care and concern.
Cedrus I apologies for not replying to your message, I never got to a computer and it's hard to reply by text. I'm very sorry and I hope you're well.
I'm feeling hopeful as I should be out by Saturday if I can say that I'm not going to act on my thoughts. My psychiatrist, who was amazing, said that even if I still had the thoughts it was okay as long as i knew I wouldn't act on them. And we've changed my medication back down as I think it had something to do with this.
She really respected my opinion and wants me out of here asap too and it was so good to have her on my side
I still feel hopeless about my mental health, my physical looks but I'm going to spend the next few days in here working on this so I feel safe enough to leave.
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