Well I went to the doctors today and they said it could be a possibility of me getting sectioned but it depends if my mood worsens. At the minute im stable enough not to need to be sectioned. And it probably isn't the right place for me to be at the minute. I spoke with the doctor and they basically said that I might either have a personality disorder or bi polar. I was actually quite shocked as I thought I was suffering from depression. Anyway I got told that basically I had to go the doctors every week for a couple of weeks for them to get a rough idea of were my head is at and then they'll send them notes of to the mental health team who will then do an assessment and see if they can diagnose me with something. It seems silly but I know there is something wrong. I've felt like this on and off since I was 15 and been self harming for about 4 years which isn't exactly normal. So I hope they do diagnose me with something because it will make me feel better in the sense that I know im not going mad and there is something wrong with me and its not just that im going mad.
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