Hey, I'm so sorry that I don't have much in the way of words right now, but I want you to know that I have read this thread and that I really do sincerely care about you. It's such a shame that you're not being treated with much respect by the services, and I think a lot of the time it's down to whoever you end up talking to. It's unfortunate and unfair, and you certainly do matter enough to need and receive help.
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