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Waiting!
God I hate waiting!
I had the interview this morning (skype) and I know they will contact me today if I am successful and I have been telling everyone including myself that I know I won't get the job (reasons too long) and that I just want the experience of a teacher interview in Vic as I haven't had one before (only had interviews with state education authorities) but I really want the job! It is a perfect school, in a perfect location and the staff I have spoken too have been lovely.
Now I am sat here going through each question and thinking what I said and how I should have said this or that and thinking about why I want the job and how perfect it will be.
I am so tired as I got no sleep last night but they are calling me today as it is the last day of term and they are making the decision right now.
Yes I know there are other jobs and yes I know there are other schools and I only know what is online about this school and what I have found out from the interview.
But I love this job!
Anyways the reason I write this is to ask, is it only me who analyses everything to the point where I get really down about it post interview? Am I over reacting to the situation and being dramatic (have been known to be)! I know if I don't get the job I will be down (further down that have been recently). It will take me days to talk myself round to applying for any other job or to even think about ever working again.
I dunno I just feel stupid for putting myself through this when I can barely get the energy together to get out of bed most of the time.
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