Thank you for your reply!
I truly do think I'm ready to terminate therapy.
When I left a long-term program, they told me I was leaving because I wasn't ready to face my problems, when in reality it was because of how horrible the program was and how it was run. And when I left a specialized hospital for DID, I was once again told I was just running away from my problems, when it was just that the hospital wasn't helping and I did not find it necessary, and whenever I told them nicely (while crying) that I wanted to leave, they would medicate me and drop me on my bed and I'd miss half the day (every day).
Hopefully I won't hear the same old "You're running away from your problems/you're just not ready to face your issues."
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