Ian, listen to Dave, he's really wised up when it comes to this, he's certainly "Been there, done that" so he knows what he's talking about.
Of course we want to talk to you. And we want you to get better, but to do that you need to tell someone.
I bet your friends and family would much rarther learn about how you're feeling then find you dead one day. Then they'd know and they won't be able to help.
I certainly don't say bollocks to you. You're a good person, you reply in ALOT of threads. And always make a nice welcome for people. You deserve help as much as the next person, but I just wish we could sort of "Push" you to start it, I know it's hard, but you've just got to try.
Hope you're feeling better mate. And as a general rule of thumb, listen to Dave, he's always right in this subject!
Take care mate.