You need some support.
You're exhausted and drained. Emotionally and physically. Regardless of our relationships with others we can't control or help them until they help themselves. Your husband is obviously struggling too and need some support outside of your relationship.
I'd suggest speaking to your uni support, or your doctor ASAP. There's only so long your body and brain can keep shouting "help meeee" before they give up. Don't let it get that bad.
Is there anything you can do with your little boy to get a new routine in place? A play group or somewhere where there is interaction for the both of you?
I hope you feel better soon, it's so draining when you feel yourself slipping, but can't seem to find anything to hold on to to make it stop.
You need to look after you.
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