hey mix tape yeah i dont know.. i guess i keep telling myself if i deny it then it isnt happening even though i know deep down it is happening :(
i guess if i talk about it i feel like im letting people in and its hard for me to trust people i mean i have said a little bit about it but i always bottle up it seems easier that way
and thankyou honey i will try to i feel like it is my fault like i deserve it or something because im a bad person
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