Maybe the meds will help and you will get some strength back with that stress relieved. Also when he is acting out you can rationalise it as his illness, rather than take it personslly ie - he hates me, i've raised him wrong etc. Well done for coping so far. For me the fact that the thought is there about the meds, maybe be a good idea to keep them out of the house and only have a few days worth in the house at a time. Kelly needs to be responsible for these meds rach, don't have temptation anywhere near, you don't need that added pressure. I trust you, but who knows what crazy thoughts we think when we have no sleep and can't stay grounded. Love you xx
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