Well considering your mum wasnt inside your head at the time its hard for her to know whether it was a conscious decision or not and since you dont feel it was, you should trust your own feelings about it ;)
its hard to think straight at the time often.
I'm sorry that people around you dont accept them, that must make it very difficult.
But like with everything else, we need to learn to accept things about us even when others dont. It is our opinion that counts. There will always be people trying to bring you down for whatever reason, and you have to try to not let them affect you and be confident enough in yourself to know that if they have a problem about something about you, that they are the problem and not you xxx
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