[Victim+Of+Hate]

1. Female
2. cutting,breaking/dislocvating bones
3. Doyou try to hide it?How?Yes.bandages,excuses
4. Why do you SI? What do you get out of it? i SI because i need a realease.It's like,everything bottles uo and is pressurized and SI releases the presure a little.I get a feeling of release.
5. Have you ever told anyone that you SI? If yes, who did you tell and how did they react? How did you tell them? Did you ever seek professional help for SI? If yes, did it help you? I did n't chooose for anyone to find out.Getting changed for games,the other girls saw and one blurted it out to another member of staff at my school,who told my year head.I was forced to see the school councillor which didn't help as i couldn't /wouldn't trust her.
6. Did you ever want to seek help but didn’t? If yes why didn’t you? Yes,via a doctor but couldn't/caan't because of fear of how they would react.
7. Have you ever been diagnosed with a psych disorder? If yes, which one? Do you think there is a connection between the disorder and your SI? No.
8. Have you ever SI with the intent of suicide? Yes.Several times.
9. If you have been to the hospital for SI, how did the staff treat you?Like i was just any other patient,aapart from putting me in a room on my own and whispering thigns so i couldnt here ><
10. Did you ever want to quit SI? Please explain both yes and no answers. If you did decide to try to quit about how long after you started to SI did you decide you wanted to quit? What did you try to do to quit? What helped and what did not? somedays i just can't be bothered to quit because it is such hard work,but te SI leaves me emotionally drained,which is also hard.~I am trying to qyit and have been for the past 6 months so about 5/6 yrs after i started.i find having something drawn on my hand helps,not the heart or buytterfky technique,my own,personal design.
11. Do you think SI should be categorized as disorder in itself? Yes
12. Did your SI injury get worse with time or did it stay about the same? Much worse.
13. If you could find healthier ways that would give you the same effects of SI, would you stop SIing and replace it with the healthier alternative? Probably not.
14. Did you ever regret SI? I regret people finding out and that i wasnt more careful,but i dont regret the actual act of SI upon myself,no.
15. Do you think the awareness of SI effects peoples willing/unwillingness to ‘come out’? Yes.it's not aware enough/aware for the wrong reasons and people are too scared to "come out".
16. State any comments about this questionnaire or suggestions to make it better if you like split some of the multiple questions up?
17. State any additional comments or if you feel you want to say something that wasn’t addressed in this questionnaire.none