[nikkib]

1. female
   
2. 15
3. razor blades
4. yea bandages, long sleeves, makeup
5. cant express myself, bad childhood, crazy family, took all my problems out on myself
   
6. a couple of friends back in hs dont really remember what i said, i told a couple of my college friends i used to do it and dont do it anymore and my boyfriend knows and hes very understanding
7. yea forced when i was younger by my parents so i didnt get anything out of it, but i started seeing a new counselor on my own a little over a year ago and its helping me come to terms with myself
8. i wanted to seek help for a long time before i finally got the courage to do so
9. no, but I've been told i have an addictive personality and obsessive compulsive behavior, which is connected
   
10. no part of the reason i SI is because of people close to me and suicide, what a coward move
    
11. never have, and hopefully never will
12. i have wanted to quit so many times, i get rid of my razors and keep a journal but it only lasts so long before im back to my old ways
13. yes then it wouldnt have to be so secretive
14. gets worse then better then worse then better, depending on how consistently im doing it at the time
    
15. of course, but nothing seems to have the same effect
    
16. i regret it all the time, i never knew how addicting it was
    
17. yea people are ashamed and embarassed and dont want to be looked at as crazy.
    
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