Hey. As Courtney said, youre not dirty at all. What country are you in? Im in the U.S. and here there are hotlines and organizations that help people safely exit abusive relationships. You are right in that you need to leave as soon as possible, but youre also right in being cautious. He is abusing you. Gettin someone who is there to help would be good, as well as people who have lots of experience with it. Are you living with him? Do you have family/friends can stay with for awhile? A shelter for abused women temporarily may be the best answer. I dont know. People who help with these situations often can help you figure all this out. Im sorry youre goin through this.
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