1. Male
2. 15
3. Cutting, Burning, hitting
4. Carefully selecting easily hidden areas
5. a. no idea at all, honestly, and; it was either stop or loose my partner. whey! fun choice...
6. Yes, best friend and partner. one rather quietly, and continuingly so, the other just upset and angry and self blaming.
7. No. n/a
8. Yes, feared that they'd say there was nothing wrong with me and i wasting there time.
9. No
10. No
11. No,
12. I'd say no, I deserved the pain, at times i reakon i possibly even got a rush outta it, and although i've not stopped there's a lot of temptation whenever i'm stressed out.
13. I think SI is a sympton, not a disease
14. Ebbed and flowed, i was never a timetabled harmer, it would increase and decrease depending on circumstance etc.
15. hmm, I think i've fallen in line with the norm of the society, ie if your really fed up with work life and everything, drink until you can't feel anything anymore!... not really sure if that's healthier, but well, it's more socially acceptable.
16. I learnt a lot from it, first aid skills aside, though it could have warped my sense of humour slightly. i'd say on the whole no,
17. Fear of peoples preconceptions effect people when seeking support, family etc, and as you get older, work colleagues, there's always the fear of that if work find out maybe they'll find a way to sack me, then how do i pay the mortgage?
18. Sorry, can't think of anything really
19. ibid
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