Rach I wish I could make things better for you I really do. I wish I had the words to take away the hurt your feeling because you really don't deserve it. You don't have to apologise for who you are. You have to hold on to the hope that Keith will come around, it can be hard with teens to deal with things and instead they shut them out. If you can't fight for yourself, then fight for Keith, fight for the chance that one day things will change.
You are stronger than you believe, you just have to give yourself that chance. Could you perhaps plan some things to do to take your mind off what day it is? If you can't keep safe please ring someone or go to A&E. You will get through this. Take care
Kat xxx
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