Have you considered the possibility that your illness could be clouding your judgement? When I was first prescribed medication I wasn't that keen, and I used to skip doses all the time, and the first few didn't help, and one made me worse, but the one I'm on now has transformed my life. Medication isn't for everyone, and doctors make mistakes, but you're saying it isn't for anyone - that none of us should be on our medications, however much they've helped us.
You sound very unwell, from what I've seen of your posts, and sometimes when we are unwell it is easy for us to think things are there that really aren't, or to misread a situation. Have you spoken to your doctor about these thoughts you've been having or your feelings towards medication?
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