Thanks for the message. I had a very scary couple of hours. All I could think about was ending my suffering and how I was going to do it. Then I talked with a good friend for awhile and she helped me brainstorm some coping and distraction techniques and that helped and then my mom locked up the stuff I was going to use to end it all. Now I'm trying to go to sleep in my sister's room because I'm afraid of being alone tonight.
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