Hey, im really sorry about whats going on with your parents. it doesnt sound like they are being very supportive of the classes or your struggle with SH.
Could you talk this through with one of the people that are supporting you? Like the nurse, therapist, social worker, counselor etc. and perhaps if they could sit down and have a discussion with your parents about why the smaller classes are better for you and also explaining about SH to them and how the pressure they are putting on you is distressing?
A lot of the time parents or people react badly simply because they dont understand and they are scared.
Well done for staying clean for 2 weeks, that is a great achievement. I know it feels horrible to relapse, but it can be extremley hard when there is so much pressure on you and things arent going well, try not to be too upset at yourself, relapse is part of recovery.
I'm glad those classes are going well for you, keep pushing for them because it sounds like you are doing really well in them.
take care xxx
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