Hi, my smile is fake...
I feel the same way you do....... too afraid to live and to weak to die...
I am sitting here alone in a University Libraray... trying not to give in and let this thing (depression) take away my life.... I am finding it harder and harder every day to live with this thing......
I saw your post and even though I feel so afraid out of control I just wanted to say.... dont give in...keep fighting it... I know this sounds contradictory to the way i have just described my own feelings..... it is.... perhaps by urging you to keep fighting your depressioin i have been able to distract myself from my own negative feelings... at least if only for a while.... so I can survive if only for another day...
look after yourself......
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