Thanks for asking, Becca.
It kind of failed, or rather, I did.
Because I was so weak from being unwell, I couldn't fully follow what was being said. And when I spoke I felt all my words were jumbled. I didn't give the best impression of myself. And it was blatantly obvious it was *them* and *me*. Ugh.
I want my work to be 'normal', to prove that my 'disability' doesn't disable me too much. But the bottom line is that there is part of me that really cannot relate well and that in order to prove myself I push myself over the edge and collapse. I want to feel that I am as good as everyone else, but how to do that? [Especially when it seems blatantly clear that I am absolutely not.]
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