ARRGh I can't cope with noise in my head. I can't take the shame surrounding the rule breaking. Even though I'm too fat I wish step up would call. I feel so low and desperate that I won't get back to uni in September. I feel like everyone hates me especially my tutors wife who runs pups I feel awful about it I would give everything to work for and learn from them as they are so knowledgable . I don't what to do my seeds nurse made it abundantly clear i cant contact eating disorders in her absence so I have to wait and see I just want to tear the fat off my mum can't this any more and I don't blame her. Any ideas for what I can do to feel more secure? I'm sorry to waste people's time xx
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