Sorry you're struggling so much right now *hugs*
As suggested above; it might help to write down what specifically you're struggling with so you and your CPN can come up with a plan of how to help you? Often when I tell my CPN that I'm struggling she askes me to list the areas in life I'm struggling with and we're work through them.
Did you have a plan for when you're discharged? In case you started struggling and wanting to harm yourself again?
Try to stay strong.
x x x
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