Thanks for the replies. I saw HTT today and we talked about things. She wants me to try and reduce the self harm to the level it was before Christmas but we didnt really talk about how. She just said to call them before harming. We spoke about hospital again and she said it was 'a shame' I didn't find it particularly helpful, at least not in one specific ward and she said because of beds you can't pick and choose which I kind of understand but at the same time I did think it might be possible for a planned admission. Apparently not. Then she asked if I wanted them to call tomorrow and said she would see how things went with my support worker on Friday. I'm a little confused because I was under the impression from my psychiatrist that they would be seeing me almost every day. She kept going on about being in crisis and then didn't arrange any further contact. I'm not really sure what to think. Oh well.
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