[sevn]

I dont have as severe problems as others do on here. I have emotions and loneleness and emptyness and sometimes I get really depressed.

This is my first actual thread on here. I didnt even post a thread in the introduction section a year ago when I joined. All my posts have been replies to other people. I tend to feel connected when I help others. I have 35 messages and 123 posts.

Most of the messages are from someone I did find on here when I first joined. She helped me immensely. I found her through Chat. Even chat can be very lonely sometimes. I got lucky to find someone like her.

I stopped going on RYL for a long time, and stopped talking to her also. But now coming back it still feels very lonely. I feel weird posting this thread though. I dont want to find people this way. I want it to happen naturally.

I have a beautiful girlfriend that I've been with for nearly 7 years. We connect extremely well on every single level. It dosnt seem enough though and that upsets me. I feel lonely and empty and this gets me depressed :(