Hi there.
Sorry you're in such a low place right now.
I know it's hard to deal with rejection after rejection but if this is something you're really passionate about, which from your posts I can tell you are, just keep believing that it will happen. Don't let them knock you down. It's just that the right opportunity hasn't arisen yet. You'll get there.
It's good your debts have been sorted because that can be a massive strain and stress; I am dealing with the same right now.
You have a choice other than ending it; it not only stops life getting any worse - it ruins the chance of it getting better...which you so deserve.
Keep fighting and you will find the break for you.
x x x
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