i guess youre right, i mean like i know i need the help, its just hard to find the motivation to actually recover, you know? I started seeing an in home therapist the other day. ill be seing her a couple times a week. and i have a mentor that i will go out on the weekends with. Im hoping it will help this time. I do want to get better, im just scared. i dont knowp, i sound stupid haha sorry.
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